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VICE & AVOIDANCE

by Eryka Fir

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run oh run back to where I hide and go I could go away for another night I I have savored the sour of every vice and no oh, I can't stay to taste what has been long expired then again I could run to that mire sit and wait, the weight to come down, lay my grave Be face to face with it To see me runnin' I can't help but chase it and my demons feed that fear inside I know I should go but I could run to that place my darker days, of shade it's what I want, but need? Oh, I can't say so I'll run yeah yeah yeah far from my dead those old ghosts in my ears and I can't take it  
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I don't know just what the hell it means to love but I could show you just what I'm dreamin' of so come get your sweet slivered bliss, yeah to give you just an inch of what I miss of you Caught in the sway Who cares anyway? think I do   can't stay away can't stay away oh to want all the things that shouldn't be but do you know how much it means to me? still soaked in your saccharine, honey but you don't care if I'm left for the bees, do you? Caught in the sway throw myself away drunk off the drip but I wouldn't make that slip or maybe I would can't stay away can't stay away can't stay away
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Tongues 04:44
what I heard in my head were the words you shouldn't of said to me and I could sit here and pretend it didn't happen to me But I know what I heard and I heard it right as it all fell down wanted to taste it so bad I'd do anything I'm learnin' to keep my distance I'm learnin' to keep my sight I'm learnin' to keep my distance eye to eye oooh oh, oooh and that feelin's gone somethin' so strong and there's no chance for exchangin' to rearrange what's been done so I'll just keep these things on the edge of my tongue I'm learnin' to keep my distance I'm learnin' to keep my sight I'm learnin' to keep my distance eye to eye I'm learnin' to keep my distance I'm learnin' to keep my sight I'm learnin', oh I'm learnin' what it's like eye to eye
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To Hunger 05:17
A weakness to hunger  inside you, feel so low To look and uncover  burning feels so wrong for so long  A dreamer slumbering with eyes cracked, never closed Focus fleeting can't seem to keep hold gets so old   into the night I hear the hollow cry find nothin' will satisfy a hopeless lullaby I can hear it, I know and it sings so sweet and it wants me to come down where those two roads meet Shadows looming and they know where I hide to hunger so deep cause you to lose your sight burn too bright when you find nothin' will satisfy hum of the hopeless lullaby
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Swamp Songs 07:16
So long I've been here now and before vines grow heavier in my hands to wade the waters a murky shore swathed in the thickets in the sins I steep my bones There's a comfort in sinking slow familiar fen land overflows, and I know it for all I've hunted I've stripped and thrown I still wear every hide, buried inside my wardrobe but to stay here, is to deepen the hole days spent denying, what you have sown, in poison soil say to yourself, you'll find another way yeah 'cause it's not where you've been in the end  Oh how I've waited, to be reborn in slough I slumber, swamp to lullaby me And all the love I, chose to ignore was not left infantile, sickness has overgrown but to stay here, is to deepen the hole days spent denying, what you have sown, in poison soil say to yourself, you'll find another way yeah 'cause it's not where you've been but to stay here, is to deepen the hole Days spent denying, what you have sown, in poison soil say to yourself, you'll find another way yeah 'cause it's not where you've been in the end 
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Surround Me 06:40
grind away I feel like I'm the only one to sit and wait let the air grate my bones to dust trees are still their bodies branching over me the leaves, they scream because they know the end that I can't see cause I don't know just what it means to die if I don't know how to be but grass is greener where my body lies there is no understanding, no oh to breathe in, brings me closer to the crawl yeah and there's nothing that I could even do at all surround me surround me burning sky I am the colors of eternity from blood to light and that is mostly all I'll ever be The sun, it falls beneath black woods of this fever dream though it moans for all I've never felt so alone, oh cause I don't know just what it means to die if I don't know how to be but grass is greener where my body lies there is no understanding, no oh to breathe in, brings me closer to the crawl yeah and there's nothing that I could even do at all oh to breathe in, brings me closer to the crawl yeah and there's nothing that I could even do at all surround me
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Hell's Arms 04:48
take it slow now 'cuz my world is coming down, that I see feelin' the change from once what was but in this season it is not what I lost I lost   watch them go now as the leaves spill to the ground, around me shedding the weight, new skins to come and I've worn out this face making the trade of waste for birth So I run into that fire straight for that sun and into hell's arms waiting for the one burning to brand my scarlet heart I'll do no more harm skies turned a darker hue so I'll go on my way again to make a blacker flame burn blue So I run into that fire straight for that sun and into hell's arms waiting for the one burning to brand my scarlet heart and I'll do no harm
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about

Some of these are ideas I've had for a long time that I just haven't had the time to record, others were written during this period of isolation we're all facing. Decided to use this time off to flesh them all out. Everything is played, written, and recorded by me at home with just an interface and a microphone.

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released April 13, 2020

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Eryka Fir Westerly, Rhode Island

Founder of Coma Hole, stoner doom musician who writes sad desert songs.

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